Review by Marc, London
My body dysmorphia was out of control.
Like so many others, I completely lost my sense of how I looked.
It started with small use, then a bit more and three years later, things had spiralled.
There was anger, a constant feeling of not being myself anymore, and an unhinged sex drive that led to even more substance abuse.(Drugs)
Before I knew it, it had become really bad.
But who could I talk to?
Then I read Alek’s story, his honesty about his own struggles with steroids and that’s when I finally felt safe enough to reach out.
There was no judgment, no “you have to do this or that.”
It was a real, reflective conversation and it helped more than I can say.
STEROIDS
When looking better becomes the thing that destroys you.
Many men — and women — start using steroids for the same reason: confidence, power, control.
It begins as a small boost, a way to feel better, to look better, to keep up.
But for most, it becomes a dependency — not just physical, but emotional.
I know, because I’ve lived it.
For over twenty years, steroids were part of my life. They gave me size, strength, and a version of myself I thought I needed, particularly as a gay man, it was my armour — my protection.
Being more manly than others made me feel safe, while my inner child was screaming at me.
But they also came with anger, disconnection, a chaotic sex drive, and eventually — emptiness.
When I stopped, I looked deflated — literally and emotionally. My body changed, my identity shifted, and I had to rebuild who I was without the chemical help, and I mean rebuild.
This session isn’t about shame.
It’s about understanding why you started — what you were really trying to fix — and helping you see what your body, mind, and relationships are trying to tell you.
We’ll look at:
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The link between body image, performance, and self-worth
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The emotional spiral behind substance-fuelled identity
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How to reclaim control, rebuild confidence, and find peace with your body again
Because the real work isn’t about quitting steroids — it’s about discovering who you are when you no longer need them.
⚡THE PROCESS
It all starts with a 30-minute F*ckFear Clarity Call (€79)
one truth, no sugar-coating.
You bring your biggest challenge,
and I’ll tell you what you need to hear — not what you want to hear.
This call cracks illusions, breaks comfort zones,
and sparks real aha-moments — sometimes even a full mindset shift.
💭 (34% of the time, this call alone is enough.)
Afterwards, we take 24 hours to reflect.
If we vibe, I’ll design your personalised Hardcore Reset Programme
a 30-day deep dive with three sessions
(60–120 min each, every 10 days).
Or we’ll continue with occasional sessions
I’ll tell you what’s best.
Then comes the Afterwork Phase
1 monthly session for 3–6 months,
where new habits deepen and the old ones lose power.
💰 Investment:
Sliding-scale, adjusted to your income
because transformation shouldn’t be a luxury. (Usual Investment 1200-2800)
🔥 My Guarantee:
If no aha-moment or mindset shift happens during your F*ckFear Call,
you’ll be fully refunded the same day.
👉 Start with your F*ckFear Call
(END OF YEAR PROMO FROM 75 TO 49 EUROS)
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Accept that something is off
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Stop The Blame Game & Take Responsibility
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Start being Kind to Yourself
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Get Help & Allow Yourself Invest in Yourself
Why most people can't find a good coach
1. “Coaching is too expensive or takes forever.”
👉 My approach: You pay depending on your income — so anyone can afford me. And if money gets in the way, we’ll find a solution together.
2. “I can’t find the right coach for me.”
👉 My approach: I’ve lived it, not just studied it. Real talk. Real fit. That’s why I offer a free 30-minute call before we truly engage — so you know if we vibe.
3. “I always fall back into old patterns.”
👉 My mandatory approach: Coaching doesn’t stop after the main process. I require continuous support for at least 3–12 months (minimum one session per month). Because real change only sticks with consistency.
🚫 Top 5 Things You Need to Stop Right Now
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Stop seeking approval.
You’ll never build your life if you’re busy living for someone else’s applause.
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Stop avoiding discomfort.
Walk through the pain — otherwise the pain will keep guiding you. Growth never comes without it.
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Stop making excuses and blaming — take full responsibility.
Every excuse is just fear in disguise. Responsibility is freedom.
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Stop comparing yourself.
Your life is not a race. Comparison is self-sabotage.
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Stop lying to yourself.
Until you’re radically honest, nothing will change.